a letter to U

dear U,

the thing that makes me sad lately

is because there is no U in my future..

even how hard i try to find, but still U is not there..

even how much i want to fit it in, still a U not suit in..

more sadly,

there is never a ME in your mind when you think about future..

not a dream, not an imagination, not even a small and light thinking

not ever, 

there is no room for a ME inside..

it feels too difficult when i can count how much time we have left..

and feels more difficult when i realize that everything will never be the same anymore..

why i cant have more time with you..

please stop the time, and let me enjoy this moment..

with you..

ME.

with a hope that ME and U are two pieces of puzzle that fit together