yay!!

I'm leaving for 4 days in a donation trip to a place called Chantaburi (fyi, i really dont know where is it)..
bersama kangmas tentunyaaaa..
yay!

tapi serem kalo gak kebangun..
secara pargi jam 6 pagi yang artinya bangun jam 5..
udah gitu sekarang waktu sudah menunjukkan jam 1 malam kurang 9 menit..
padahal hari2 yang lalu kalo baru tidur jam segini baru akan bangun 8, itu juga paling cepet..
rata2 mah kebangun jam 9-10..
huaaaaaa....

gak lucu kalo gagal pergi karna ketinggalan rombongan..
mana masi sempet2nya posting lagi..
huehehehe

who am i?

They say im a Spontaneous Idealist (SI)..

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert [CORRECT!] and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. [So, you are lucky, my friend :)]

If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. [And, you are lucky mas ;p]

But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type
spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

These subjects could interest you
literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out [FOR SURE!], joint pleasure

what happen to me?

although i didnt have the guts to tell my self that this is love that im feeling for you,
but why is it hurts so much when you ignore me..
why is it hurts so much when you didnt give any room for me in your life..

i know we have little time left..
and we need to do lots of things.. (including that darn thesis thingy!)
but how much time left is the main reason why i want to spend these days with you..

im counting how many time we have left..
before i go, leaving you..
and finally you will also go.. and at the end leaving me..
alone..

five weeks without you..
and i dont know what will happen after that five weeks..

sigh..
missing you already..

help

I'm moving too fast..
I'm falling too fast..
Somebody please..
Help to slow me down..

. . .

Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
I'm getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down

Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down

Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down

Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down

Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
I need you to slow me down,
Slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

Emmy Rossum - Slow Me Down

tompii

for the soul mate one
and for the peace i make with my self..
proud of me :)

. . .

hatiku berharap
mungkin engkau kan berubah
bisa mencintai aku
seperti hatiku padamu

hujan badai kan kutempuh
bintang dilangit kan kuraih
bila harus ku kan merayu
untuk cintamu bagiku

cintamu tlah menjadi candu
cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
cintamu ohh seindah lagu
membuatku tak bisa berpaling darimu

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

kau adalah belahan jiwa
aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
sayangku hanya kamu

cintaku telah terlabuh
berhenti selamanya dihatimu
takkan kukayuh menjauh
biar kurapatkan cintaku padamu

cintamu tlah menjadi candu
cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
cintamu ohh seindah lagu
hanya dirimu satu ohh cintaku

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

kau adalah belahan jiwa
aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kau adalah belahan jiwa
kau adalah belahan jiwa
kau adalah belahan jiwa

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

kau adalah belahan jiwa
kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
kau cinta yang hembuskan
surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

kau adalah belahan jiwa
aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
hanya kamu

Tompi - Sedari Dulu

you really know

kamu..
benar benar tau bagaimana cara memperlakukanku dengan tidak benar..

ketika aku ingin..
pasti kamu tidak ingin..
dan aku mengalah..

ketika aku tidak ingin..
pasti kamu ingin..
dan lagi.. aku mengalah

ketika aku bilang mau..
kamu akan bilang tidak mau..
dan aku berusaha keras agar kamu mau..

ketika aku bilang tidak mau..
lantas kau bilang mau..
dan aku tidak mengelak, karena jauh didalam hati, aku ingin berteriak mau..

kamu bilang aku terlalu patuh..
tidak.. aku tidak patuh..
aku selalu bisa menemukan seribu alasan untuk mendebatmu..
tapi dibanyak kesempatan, aku hanya terlalu malas untuk berdebat..
karena aku tau, aku tidak akan bisa menang melawan mu..

kamu tau ketika aku sedang gundah..
atau ketika sesuatu sedang mengganjal pikiran ku..
ketika aku sedang mempunyai pemikiran pemikiran buruk..

ketika saat itu datang,
kamu selalu bisa membuat ku merasa lebih baik..
tapi ketika perasaan ku sudah membaik, lantas kau tinggalkan begitu saja..

sigh..
you can really understand me..
and at the same time being a really ignorant person..
or sometimes i know that you know, but you don't want to know about it..

The things u do

every words u say
every things u do
it's breaking my heart into a million pieces..

i know you don't mean to be cruel
you don't even knew about the heartache i've been going through

i try and i try to forget you
but it's just so hard to do every time you do that thing you do

i don't ask a lot
but i know one thing's for sure,
it's the love i haven't got and i just can't take it anymore

AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!

. . .

You,
Doing that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do

And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through

Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me

'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me

Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doing that thing,
Every day just doing that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

The Wonders - That thing you do!

believe it or not

believe it!
meski sungguh sulit untuk dipercaya
saya kemarin habis menonton pelm nehi nehi yang di release juni 2008 (baruw boooo') yang diperani oleh Amitabh Bachchan, putranya yang bernama Abhishek Bachchan, serta istri putranya alias Aishwarya Rai..
huehehe..
what a big happy family

untitled

what a shocking truth..
if it's really a truth..

if i ask this, will you tell me the truth..
and nothing but the truth..
so help me God..
(looh..)

i'm not sure if i'm ready for the truth..

gundah

adalah ketika harus memilih antara menepati janji ato mengikuti kemauan hati...

ternyata saya memang bukan orang yang dapat menepati janji apabila janji tersebut harus bertandingan dengan kangmas..
kikikik...

ya abis gimana..
wong janji dimasakin..
moso gak mau..

paling gampang luluh sama lelaki yang bisa memasak

bibi ku pergi

perpaduan sempurna antara sv39b dengan sv19b

hiks hiks..
kemaren abis mengantar jeung bibi pergi untuk berpulang ke tanah jogja...
diantar oleh layanan taksi khun vanya..
dan sang bibi telah sampai dengan selamat di rumahnya tepat 11 jam setelah kita berpisah (berangkat dari kampus jam 12 malam, nyampe jogja jam 11siang)..

this song is dedicated for you Bi...


Bibi mana...
sudah lama tak kerumah
janji pulang kampung...
mungkin kau rindu...

kapan datang...
atau kirim kabar padaku bibi
agar kami tidak sepi

kami sangat setres
dengar kabar tak beres
dari mulut pak kades
cukup bikin surpres

dan kini kau tlah pergi
pergi keluar negri
untuk jadi TKW
bibiku pergi..

kuingat bibi
saat main hakim sendiri
engkau hajar maling
sampai terguling

kau sapu lantai
sambil bikin gulei
nyanyi yesterdey
duh lapar.. rasanya aduheii

kenapa kau pergi
mencari yang tak pasti
jauh cari rejeki
atau cari gengsi

dan kini kau telah pergi
pergi keluar negri
untuk jadi TKW
bibiku pergi

ooh bibi aku sangat stress
lihat rumah tak beres
oohh bibi kapan kembali
atau kami pergi


muah...
we'll gonna miss you Bi...

the pony tail and me

tau sih kalau saya diiket ala pony tail terlihat bagai "mbok mbok"..
tapi ini kali pertama ada yang protes sama ke mbok mbok an saya itu (selain bunda tercinta tentunya, karna bunda selalu tak suka dengan rambut berkucir saya)..
hihihihi...

iya deh iya..
lain kali kalo bertemu tidak akan di kuncir lagi...
ya abis gimana.. kemaren kan hari yang melelahkan lagi panas luar biasa

surga

i always like this song..
listening to it give me goosebumps!

i found the video clip made on 1985..
wow.. how old..

. . .

Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feeling down

Yeah, nothing could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah, I'll be standing there by you

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Heaven.. oh..
You're all that i want
You're all that i need..

Bryan Adams - Heaven