i do like to under-estimate today

Today there was a guest speaker from UNESCO at our career fair..
his speech was really inspirational..
one of the things he said that i cant get out from my head is that people do like to over-exaggerate yesterday, over-estimate tomorrow and under-estimate today..
well..
i am one of those people..
i do like to over-exaggerate yesterday.. the good old days he said.. living in past memories..
i do also like to over-estimate tomorrow.. making promises to my self that i will do lots of things tomorrow.. keep delaying to do some works.. keep saying to my self.. i will do it tomorrow..
and yes i do like to under-estimate today.. and always says "entar dulu ah".. or in english.. "i will do it later".. like now.. i still don;t want to work.. because i have wasted another day.. and i don;t feel like working.. keep saying tomorrow i will wake up early, and start working.. but tonight.. lets watch one movie..

oh well...
it is who i am..
a deadliners...

a wish

i wish i can capture every moment we spent...

and remember every second precisely..
because i realize our time is getting shorter and shorter..
while you become more beautiful every time..

the changes in me

I am changing, through the time..
Some are good, and some are not so good (never say bad )
But mostly caused by my environment changes..
One of the example that i recently notice that my fear of dogs are now reduced.
Yes i am afraid of dogs.
Most possible it is because as muslims we are not suppose to get close with dogs due to their saliva that are categorized as najis.
And in my home town dogs are scary. They barks loudly, a thatnd like to chase human.
But here, dogs are everywhere.. Thai people loooove dogs. they feed them, play with them, even when it is kampung dogs or budug dogs that swim at wastewater treatment pond

Seeing dogs here is just like seeing cats in Indonesia.
They walk freely, and they are in every corner of the street..
At first I got crazy every time i saw dogs near me..
And the think that make it worst is they (the dogs) seem to know when we are afraid of them, and start to barks, or following us.
But now i changed. I adapt.
Now I stayed cool when a dog pass me by. Or at least try to be as cool as possible.
Even when my professor's huge golden retriever come towards me this morning at my morning run time, only because i give him a sour smile (senyum kecut maksutnya, hehehe) as my heart beats faster..
He was unleashed, but luckily the prfessor's wife was there and called him because she notice that i start to walking backward..
But still... I stayed cooooool