Friday, May 1, 2009

yesterday and today

yesterday,
i really want to hug you..
but i was afraid what you will do..

and today..
i encourage my self just to put my head on your arm..
but it was a mistake..
isnt it..

if i even cant put my head on your arms
how can i hug you?

why?
why i cant?

because of religion that we both believe in?

or simply because i am not your wife,
because i am not a part of your personal family.

i spend lot of days hugging you..
expressing any feelings to you..
how can u expect me to change now?