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have you ever experienced a moment when what you say is not what you really want to say..
and what you express is not really how you feel..
but you keep doing what you do..
what you have to do..
it's like forcing your self to wear this freaking mask..

should i wear this mask all the time..
can't i express what i really feel deep down inside..

well, the answer is yes i should.. and no i can't...
it's just... not appropriate..

ah siyal..
berasa bagai serigala berbulu domba...

i'm not as good as i may seem..
horrible..
my real feeling and thinking is really really horrible..

i'm sorry God for i have sin..