the sweetest taboo

There's a quiet storm, and it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm, that is you
Giving me something that's taboo
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me

You give me the sweetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you

. . .

If I tell you
If I tell you now
Will you keep on
Will you keep on loving me

If I tell you
If I tell you how I feel
Will you keep bringing out the best in me

You give me, you give me the sweetest taboo
You give me, you're giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

There's a quiet storm
And it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm
That is you
There's a quiet storm
And I never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me

You give me the sweetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you
You give me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me

I'd do anything for you, I'd stand out in the rain
Anything you want me to do, don't let it slip away

There's a quiet storm
And it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm
I think it's you
There's a quiet storm
And I never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo

You give me the weetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you (with you)
You give me, keep giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

You've got the biggest heart
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me
Every day is christmast, and every night is new year's Eve

Will you keep on loving me
Will you keep on, will you keep on
Bringing out the best in me

Sade - The Sweetest Taboo

never find..

I'm not her, and never be her
maybe i'm better, but all things that you want is not in me

you might not know how big my love is
and maybe its not meant for you to have
one thing for sure,
you'll never find another love like mine

. . .

you'll never find as long as you live
someone who loves you tender like i do
and you'll never find no matter where you search
someone who cares about you the way i do

and no i'm not bragging on my self, baby
cause i'm the one who love you
and there is no one else
no, no one else

and you'll never find it will take the end of all time
someone who understands you like i do
and no i'm not try to make you stay baby
cause i'm the one who love you and no one else
no, no one else

you're gonna miss my love baby, you're gonna miss my love
you're gonna miss my love, you're gonna miss my love
you're gonna miss my love baby, you're gonna miss my love
yes you are..

and you'll never find another love like mine
someone who needs you like i do
and no i'm not bragging on my self baby
and i'm the one who love you
and there's no one else
there's just no one else

you're gonna miss my love, i'm gonna miss your love
you're gonna miss my love
you're gonna miss my love..

Michael Buble & Laura Pausini - You ll Never Find Another Love Like Mine

i love you still..

forgive me,
for i not able to keep my promise..
cause i can't stop my self from loving you...
and it will be a lie not to say..
cause i love you more each day..

even though what if thinking won't change anything
but i can't stop wondering
what would it be if we meet sooner
will it did any better
and will it be me, your chosen partner

we meet at the wrong time,
but no one i will blame
because you i won't trade
even with a thousand gem

happy birthday my dear kangmas..

. . .

Sekian lama kita bersama
diantara banyak peristiwa
sering aku tak mengerti
perasaanku padamu

mungkinkah ini tandanya cinta
ataukah perasaanku saja
kini baru kusadari
yang sesungguhnya terjadi

ternyata aku makin cinta
cinta sama kamu
hanya kamu seorang, kasih
ku tak mau yang lain
hanya sama kamu
kamu yang terakhir yang ku cinta

mungkinkah ini tandanya cinta
ataukah perasaanku saja
kini baru kusadari
yang sesungguhnya terjadi

ternyata aku makin cinta
cinta sama kamu
hanya kamu seorang, kasih
ku tak mau yang lain
hanya sama kamu
kamu yang terakhir yang ku cinta

ternyata aku makin cinta
cinta sama kamu
hanya kamu seorang kasihku...
kamu yang terakhir yang ku cinta

Vina Panduwinata - Aku Makin Cinta

bak orang kurang kerjaan

paling suka sama yang ini!

akibat kemaren sukses ketemu advisor, semangat ngerjain thesis langsung pudar..
biasalah, namanya juga deadliners, kalo ga ada tantangan (alias keterpaksaan) jadi aja malesnya kumat..

sebenernya dalam dua minggu ini banyak yang musti diselesein..
tapi yang ada malah berkeliling dunia maya..
dan akibat postingan kanti di fesbuk, jadi aja ketularan..

ini lah dia kumpulan gambar saya hasil rekayasa dari www.yearbookyourself.com.

gimana, cucok tak? :D

gak suka, gak suka!

saya paling ga suka kalo nanya trus ga dijawap..
apalagi buat pertanyaan yang gak esensial..
yang ga segitu personalnya buat dirahasiain dan sebenernya juga gak segitu pentingnya buat dijawap..

just a simple question like:
"mau pada kemanakah?" (cara ngomong bahasa indo ala orang thai)
atooo:
"eeeeh lagi ngomongin apa barusan?"
atoooo if in the middle of a conversation i ask for an explanation of "a new term"..

tapi kalo pertanyaan yang ga penting itu dijawap dengan kalimat:
"ada deeeeh"
or worst dengan:
"kasi tau gak yaaaa"
itu bikin bete ga ketulungan..
dan dibalik kebetean itu ada perasaan being left behind..

apalagi saya tau sebenernya those people who did that aforementioned things only do that to tease me..
but still..
masalah lu apa sih???!

*pundungan and sensitive mode ON, akibat kurang tidur dan setres yang berkepanjangan*

tua vs muda

ada bedanya istri tua sama istri muda?

kalo menurut saya istri tua mendapat lebih banyak untuk bersama..
istilahnya more quality time..
trus juga serve lebih banyak..
tau lebih banyak...
dan semuanya lebih deh..

tapi istri muda dapet pasion..
and that sparkling feelings called love butteflies..

kenapa saya lagi berasa jadi istri tua ya?????????
i spent more time with him than her..
and he ask for it..
i know him more than her..
i understand him more than her..
even when he didnt say it out loud..
she even jealous when she sees us together..
sometimes i cant make my self stop wonder,
how we will end if you dont have him..
will you still be with her?

tapi ya gimana.. i enjoy being his "istri tua"...
dan ada saat2 dimana saya berasa emang butuh dia..
terutama kayak sekarang..
dimana teman2 yang lain culas dan menyebalkan...
when those who i called friends keep doing things that i dont like..
and leaving me behind..

him is the place where i can run into..
and just dipped my face into his back..
trying my best not to cry..

sigh..

if i have to choose between him and my friends here..
i definitely will choose him..
because he really know how to treat me right..
and he never deny me..

sigh..

why it had to be you?

*pundungan nan sensitive mode ON*

reality

Quote of the day:

"In life there are a lot of big romantic moments..
And they make life worth living..
But moments pass..
And lurking just around the corner from those moments is a cruel, unshaven bastard named reality."

-taken from How I met Your Mother Season 1 Episode 13..

Our moments have passed... and leave us only that cruel reality..
but hey, i believe that you will never find another love like mine
(as said by Michael Bubble, and quoted by iren )
yes.. it is your loss.. not mine..